I have completed the second stage of my new work and I am quietly confident that the concept may work. It was funny, I was nervous and procrastinated before I began the second step of drawing, the sturt desert peas to go over the pattern, even though they were on a separate piece of paper and did not affect the background pattern. I was wondering why I was so hesitant and finally realised that by not doing it, it still remained a possibility in my head. If I did it and it did not work the possibility was gone and a long cherished of idea would have to be scraped. Of course by not doing it, the idea was also never going to get a chance of fruition.
This of course was not an acceptable state of affairs, I am usually fairly fearless and will leap into new things (wisely or not), the second realisation was that I was tired, the chronic fatigue is worse this year as I pressed myself too hard last year). It is interesting sometimes when you figure out what the issues are and have a good look at them, they don’t seem so important, so away I went.
Having had this moment of moderate bravery, I took an immensely brave step and approached my first gallery, to see if they would represent my work. I have been meaning to do this for the last year or two, but for all the same reasons as above had not been confident enough to take that step. What if my work was not good, enough, commercial enough etc, etc, etc…….. Would my dream of being a professional artist be only that, a dream. Nothing new or something every artist goes through, but a huge barrier I had to overcome. But with the lovely feedback about my work I have received on this blog to encourage me, I did it. And… they like my work and want to meet me to see my portfolio with the intent of representing me! Many happy dances around the room.
So one of the main objectives of starting this blog may just come to fruition. Thank you to all my followers, who have taken the time to comment and give me feedback on my work, know that you have made a difference and given me the confidence to take this big step forward in my artistic career.
Back to drawing at hand, I am now going to do some black and white flowers to put in the middle distance, just to give more depth and variety. I did a some rough cutting and pasting in photo shop to see how it would look and was pleased with the idea, so on to stage 3 for this project.